I havent felt or been myself the last few weeks. Ive been getting mad easily, losing my patience, critical….everything I dont ever want to be. I dont know. I cant stand myself lately. Ive been listening to chris browns “next to you” on repeat and how I managed to get toothpaste in my eye this morning is beyond me. Ive even been falling asleep before 12 which is ridiculously rare. I dont even know what to do with myself anymore except fuel up on caffeine and how I met your mother reruns and pray to god everyday that I go back to normal before everyone around me slowly start changing their phone numbers.